Catherine just told me that if Tyler doesn’t go back to her, she wants me and him to be together. She said I would make him happy. Haha.. She doesn’t know about our relationship haha.

Blah. I still have Tyler’s name carved into my leg and wrist. I miss him a lot. I’m talking to him now, and it’s taking everything in me not to tell him that. I still love him with everything in me. I feel guilty, cause I know people who are in my position too… But. I can’t stop myself from feeling this. And I really don’t wanna.

Charles Tyler, I love you. I hope you never forget that. You’ve always been my savior. My knight. I’ll love you til the day I die. Maybe even after that.

Off to work. Damn, my arm hurts. Okay. I’m done complaining. Bye, lovlies. <3

december-twentyfirst asked: How the fuck do you cut in your sleep? That's sooo ...wow. Damnnn hahaha I didn't even know that was possible!

I have no idea. I just woke up and there’s a razor on my pillow. I do believe this means I’m super talented at being fucked up! :D

I woke up covered with blood…
There’s a bunch of cuts on my arm.
Apparently I relapsed in my sleep.
I didn’t even know that was possible…Shit.

….. :))))

Ohhhh, Tyler. The things you say when you’re tired. xD